Is blood thicker than water?

How is blood thicker than water, when I would rather have water than your blood. As bad as is sounds I am confused as to our 20 year old relationship. I don't even know you, nor do I think I want too. This lifestyle you have started is none that I want part of my blood growing up in. She deserves more, and I wish I could help her. That is just too far from what can actually happen. Can I ask you why you keep having him come back? If you love him so than fine, but do him a favor and yourself, kiss him. How about a passionate kiss? He won't stay forever because your lonely. I want to help you and I don't. I want to love you and I don't. I want to talk to you and I don't. I wish you were the way you used to be, how can I tell you that? You'll blame it on the other him. Not fair, you left him. I am sorry I have these feelings, but I am not the only one. please re evaluate yourself to better yourself.

The days are the same..

Since my accident, I feel like everyday is the same. I have my appointments and such but, at the end of the day I am at home alone in my head. Sure I could write, draw, do a puzzle, anything really but nothings exciting. I wait for you to come home but, that is after I fall asleep and than I have a short time with you. Routine is what drives me crazy and i cant help it. When your bored your bored and sometimes your so bored that you do want to do anything at all because it wont be fun. I am not even aloud to go out alone and venture. I get sad and I want to be back to normal.